Sometimes,  feels like I do not belong to me myself anymore. Most of the times, it seems like I forgot that I actually have Him, The Only One which will always hold me and never leave me once I needed. 

O Allah, do forgive me for whatever wrongdoing I've done. I'm never strong enough; but I wish I could be a  strong one to face every single things happened. O Allah, you know me very well, for every single path I've taken in my life.